Inside the Lounge
I started to play with the Billiards, and what happened next gradually changed my feelings...☺️
Dear Diary
In order to find more clues on how to retrieve my colours back, I tried to play with the billiards. While I was playing and thinking about further directions, a friend walked into the room and asked if she could join the game, it's been a long time that I haven't spoken with anyone else. It felt great to have a friend by the side. 😌
We played several games, although I didn't find any other colour yet, I could feel much more delightful than before
I told my friend about the world I saw, she didn't laugh at me but expressed her understanding. Considering the markers I found, she suggested that I take these markers and start to draw something because she always found that drawing calmed her down. Likewise, it worked on me, I knew it'd been a while I have them in my cabinets, but I haven't picked them up ever since I finished Visual Arts in HSC. Maybe now it's the right time to play with them again. I felt peaceful when I started to draw, not only because it's the only thing I could discover colour on other than the billiards, but also because it could help to trigger my inspirations on creations.🤓
Exciting things happened after I finished my drawings, my friend brought a Rubik's cube for me and surprisingly, it was in coloured! The first time I twist that cube, I felt my sight got brighter. Am I going on the right track?
I kept rotating it, it was challenging to solve, many times, I almost gave up, but my friend taught me step by step, and finally, we succeed! 😄
I also noticed the table football in the lounge. I guess I was just going to try everything in the room.
I forgot how long we've stayed in the lounge, but long enough for me to retrieve a bit of happiness from my terrible life. Every time I started an activity, my sight got clearer and brighter. I'm not sure if that was an illusion or not; it seemed like I could gradually identify some colour in my view.🧐
I had a phone call with my mum after I returned to my room, she comforted my feelings when I told her my awful experiences. We talked for a long time chatting about joyful things happened these days from our family and discussed some creative ideas I could use for my production during this pandemic.😛
I took out the drink again but suddenly thought of something. Rather than consume my time with drinking, what I did today really helped me to relax.😊
Thanks for this "blindness disaster", I think I found my way to go through this depression time.
It was a big day for me. When night fell, I decided to take a walk on the balcony and relieve my boredom.😃